Awakening
I won't be awake in bed, shedding tears For yet another stranger of my tribe If only I felt less human. I would be happy in my bubble Of festivities and joy, Of food, friends and frolick If only I were less aware. Is it a boon or a curse? Here I am in a crowd, That celebrates the homecoming Of their daughter While thousands of parents mourn theirs. Here I am, heart full of fear Hope flickering in despair As the Goddess is awake; Waiting for Her to strike With vengeance on miscreants Untouched by humans, With every hour that goes by The sky is gloomy, heart heavy As we pray, May such a Pujo never see The light of day. © Suranya