I cry on my pillow with silent screams
I turn the music up
Hoping it makes your voices fade away.
I know they are in my head
As they haunt my solitude each night.
Your promises and apologies drown
In the lyrics and enchanting voice
That now engulfs my world.
Reality vanishes into clouds.
Of words that shape stories.
As I pick up my quill
Dip it in ink and begin to write,
The paper soaks in the lines.
I am not me anymore
This story was never mine to begin with.
They say you need to be intoxicated
To feel above it all.
Aloof. Dissociated.
But here I am, pushed and shoved
With my back to the wall.
Shouting that I can't care less
Afraid that nobody could hear me.
You all made me like this.
Pushed me over the edge
All of you, the sweet talkers, promise breakers
Who never stuck by when I needed you.
Today, I know no drug can harm me
No habit can compel me.
For Hurt is the most powerful intoxication of all.
And heartbroken I am, in the toxicity called life.
© Suranya
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